THE PERSON BEHIND THE ACCESS

I’m Keiran.
Still building.
Plenty still to do.

Keiran Brown

THE LIFE BEHIND THE BUSINESS

The start-up. The acquisition. The exit, and not always a friendly one.

I’ve had the mansion, the farm, the penthouse. Eleven new Porsches. Businesses, teams and exits for serious money. I’ve enjoyed the rewards. I’m proud of what I built, and I won’t pretend the ambition or the appetite for a big life wasn’t there. It still is.

But the houses and the cars only tell you what it looked like. Behind them were businesses to run, people to lead and decisions to make. The start-up, the acquisition, the exit. The messy middle between those moments, when you’re actually living it.

I’ve also been on benefits because of my mental health. Still living in Chelsea, because life rarely fits into a neat little story. Those two things were true at the same time. An address doesn’t tell you how someone is doing, what they can manage or what support they need.

I’m willing to put that here. My mental health belongs in my story. So does needing help. I believe in being a whole, authentic person in business, and that means letting you see the parts that don’t fit neatly into a founder biography.

I’ve won. I’ve lost. I’ve been sacked from my own business by investors whose behaviour I experienced as bullying. Being removed from something you built is personal. You’re trying to understand what has happened to the business while also working out what has happened to you.

I’ve litigated and been litigated against. I’ve navigated liquidations. And I’ve had to reckon with myself. With my decisions. With what I would do differently. With who I was when the things I thought made me successful were no longer there.

The breakdown. The breakthrough. The pivots. I’m still building, and I still want great things. I know when a difficult conversation needs having, when an idea needs challenging and when it is time to make the move.

So when I say I understand the grit of business, I’m bringing a life. All of it.

You can talk to me about the money, the ambition, the shame, the win you hardly dare say you want, or the situation you never imagined you’d be in. Bring the real situation. That is where we can do useful work.

KEIRAN, UNFILTERED

A few straight answers.

What would I have done more of?
Sacked people quicker.
Who inspires me, and why?
My mum.

Her grit. And her ability to throw a better party than most on £10.

My greatest skill?
Resilience.
My superpower?
ADHD.

I can see and feel every move before most.

Another skill I bring to business?
Vulnerability.

If you’ve read my story, you’ll have seen my vulnerability. I find it healthy to show up as a whole, authentic person. The strength, the uncertainty, the wins and the moments that hurt. All of me belongs in the room.

01 / FINDING A WAY

Before the businesses,
there was a boy.

I was cleaning shoes at the train station and washing cars as a kid. I even sold my paper-round job to someone else. There was always a way to make something happen.

Home life was chaotic. I left home at 15. I was finding my way in the world long before I had much idea of what that world would ask of me.

My ancestors were Travellers. It’s a heritage I’m proud of, and part of the story I carry with me.

At 15, people also began to mentor me. Someone saw something in me and gave me access to what they knew. That belief has stayed with me ever since.

02 / BUILDING, WINNING, LOSING

I know both
ends of the table.

My working life has taken me through property, holiday lets, co-working, studios, talent and stories. Different businesses. Different people. Twenty-five years of daily decisions, ambition and finding a way.

Building across different sectors taught me to look at the offer, the people and the commercial reality together. A good idea still needs a business around it.

And there have been losses. Including being pushed out of a business I had built. Being sacked from your own business is quite a thing to get your head around. The investors, the power dynamics, the feeling that something you created is no longer yours to steer.

I’ve litigated and been litigated against. I’ve navigated liquidations. And I’ve reckoned with myself. That part of the journey belongs here too.

I know what it feels like to walk into a room with power. I also know what it feels like to have it taken away.

SOMEONE ONCE ASKED ME, “HOW LONG IS YOUR RUNWAY?”

Turns out mine was
as short as
London Fashion Week.

I thought it was a rude question at the time. I had money. Lots of it.

Turns out lots of money doesn’t necessarily last very long. I understand the question rather differently now.

03 / THE PERSON INSIDE IT ALL

There was never
just the business.

I’ve had to make my own place in the world. That independence runs through the way I live and the way I do business.

I have ADHD. I can be hyper-aware and hypervigilant. There have been times when life has felt like living through the Blitz. Always something coming. Always something to deal with. Always needing to keep going.

My mental health has taken me to a place where I needed benefits. That belongs in this story just as much as the houses, the cars and the money.

I don’t arrive in a conversation with you pretending I’ve had a straight line through any of it.

04 / KNOWING WHEN TO STEP AWAY

You can love someone.
And still save yourself.

I’ve lived with difficult family dynamics, including someone close to me struggling with drug addiction. I tried to save them.

Eventually, I had to recognise that I needed to step away and save myself. That was a hard thing to understand, let alone do.

Not every situation can be changed by giving more of yourself to it. Sometimes the decision is about what you can carry, and what you have to put down.

05 / A DIFFERENT KIND OF ABUNDANCE

Still ambitious.
More deliberate.

I’m growing now in ways I couldn’t always see before. I’ve changed. I’m learning to enjoy a very simple life, even while I’m building and wanting great things from my work.

I still have the drive. The ferocity. The belief that something extraordinary can happen. But I don’t want every day to feel like a battle I have to survive.

I like a bit of magic. Usually there is a person behind it, a conversation, an introduction or someone willing to pick up the phone. I make room for that.

Privilege, to me, is being alive. Having this mindset of growth. Keeping my generosity. Knowing that what I’ve been given is something to pay forward.

That’s who you get. Experience, instinct, appetite and an honest view. I’m still building. Bring me something worth getting stuck into.

What it feels like to work together ↗

MY WORKING WORLD

In business.
Every day.

Someone saw
something in me.

I had mentorship from the age of 15. It changed what I thought was possible, and what I did next.

That kind of belief changes a life. It’s why, alongside my paid work, I choose three people each year to mentor with no fee and no financial stake.

How I pass it on ↗